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Sunday, July 07, 2002

<  Session 1125 (Private/Phone)  >

“Self Validations”

“Spelling Fluctuations in Essence Names”

Participants: Mary (Michael) and Anjuli (Myranda).

Elias arrives at 9:53 AM. (Arrival time is 21 seconds.)

ELIAS: Good afternoon!

ANJULI: Good afternoon, Elias! Oh, that’s great! (Laughs) I am so happy. It’s my birthday today, and I created so interesting gifts for myself.

ELIAS: Ah! Congratulations.

ANJULI: Thank you, Elias. First of all, I told my body that it is now going to be 25 years old, although I am 50.


ANJULI: Yes. (Elias chuckles) I think it knows what to do.

ELIAS: And YOU know what to do.

ANJULI: Because I am my body also. (Elias laughs) Ah yes, and Elias, I got from my sisters and my parents two more Elias sessions.

ELIAS: Ah! Interesting creation!

ANJULI: Yes. When they want to give some joy to me then they think in terms of Elias sessions. (Laughs) And that is so sweet; I was so happy.

ELIAS: And you are providing yourself with playfulness and fun.

ANJULI: Yes, a lot. Then my Vold sister Phisca said, “One of my gifts for you today is that I am going to drive our parents to another place, have a trip with them, so that they are happy and you can do your Elias session and can be as alone on this day as you like.”

ELIAS: Very well!

ANJULI: (Laughs) That’s sweet. Oh yes, Elias, that was such an interesting time since our last session.

ELIAS: Do tell.

ANJULI: First of all, you said in the last session that I am creating lots of validations for myself...


ANJULI: ...and you said it was so intense. I felt some energy coming from you when you said that. Then later, in the days afterwards, I had the experience, whenever I created validations for myself, of connecting with you with the moment when you said that, as if this sentence or this session with you was there all the time. Whenever I created this validation again I felt you talking with me about this creation and felt me connecting with you about that.

ELIAS: I am understanding.

ANJULI: So it was an experience of more moving in the direction of timelessness. I just said to Michael, it is an experience of being in session with you all the time.

ELIAS: And recognizing that presence of energy consistently.

ANJULI: Yes. Then I created twice a session to be cancelled that was supposed to be before this one. That was also very interesting, because when it was cancelled for the first time, I woke up in the morning and I suddenly felt tired with the thought of how do I ask my questions. It was the first time that I had some feeling of tiredness about a session. A few hours later I got a mail from Michael that he is tired. I really laughed about that, Elias. That was a quick objectifying of what was in me.

ELIAS: Yes, and this also you may recognize is another example of the interconnectedness of you all, that you are creating your reality in the manner that you are choosing in relation to your movement but you also are interactive with the energy expressions of other individuals. In this, as I have expressed previously, one individual may be generating a creation in their reality and may not objectively be interactive or communicating with you, but this is not to say that you are not interactive with the energy expression of the other individual, for you are all interconnected, and in this you reflect to each other similarities in your creations. This is the subjective movement that you generate, and you may view how the subjective interaction is actually not hidden from you.

ANJULI: Oh, yes. Yes, it was happening the second time again. We had the rescheduled appointment for this session, and Michael did not have me on the calendar and also had some experience of sickness. He said to me that this is so weird that he did not have me on the calendar on the day when he was sick. We did not intellectually go into that too much, but we felt this connectedness, sort of. I think we felt this mirroring, or the same you just told me.


ANJULI: Yes. Ah ja, and on the day when the session was cancelled for the first time and I felt this tiredness because I did not know how to ask my questions, Bobbi sent out the transcript of the group session #1105 and there a part of those questions which I did not know how to ask were answered. (Elias laughs)

Ja, and then I knew I really can start to think in different terms because my questions will be answered in the most perfect way. It is now no longer feeling for me as if a session with you is starting on a specific minute. I think I can now more relax. Although I like to interact with you on the phone or in this way like we do now, but I am much more relaxing in the knowledge that I am connected with you all the time and that I will get the answers in the way which is the best in the moment and is chosen by me or whatever.

ELIAS: Correct, and this also is another example of how you provide yourself with information. For you may choose to be interactive with myself objectively simply for the reason that you enjoy or prefer to be engaging conversation in what you term to be friendship, as you do objectively with individuals within your physical dimension. But you are beginning to be recognizing objectively that you provide yourself with information in relation to questions that you incorporate within your focus, and that in this it is not myself that is offering you answers, but rather yourself that is providing your answers.

ANJULI: Then one example for these interesting validations I was creating, when I sat down to write down what I wanted to tell you about the validations I created, I wrote down the word “validations” and in that moment Rose/Quillan called me because she had a session with you coming up right now and wanted to have the phone number of Michael. (Laughs with Elias) That’s one example, and you know, I love these kinds of playful examples of our interconnectedness, all of us and with you.

ELIAS: I am understanding.

ANJULI: Around the group session #1105 I was creating something very, very interesting that was giving me really the experience of how we create through perception and how acceptance of our beliefs changes the perception and the creation.

ELIAS: Correct.

ANJULI: That was so powerful. You gave in your group session the example of the red tee shirt. You asked somebody if you would tell him that you do not like his red tee shirt how would he react or how would he perceive that. I loved this example very, very much because in the past I was very often reacting the way this person described. When I thought I was judged I was running away, leaving the group or something like that.

ELIAS: And what examples have you provided yourself in association with that information?

ANJULI: First of all, I realized that I probably sometimes have some little bit of Milumet-ly uncomfortableness in groups when I feel that it is a little bit around rules and organization.

ELIAS: And noticing your reaction.

ANJULI: My reactions were quite intense then. When I now think back, there is not really a reason. It is how I perceive that, because I did not allow myself to be how I am.

ELIAS: Ah, and therefore you provide yourself with information concerning choices and perception and the moments in which you allow yourself the freedom of your expression and the moments in which you deny yourself your freedom in relation to the expressions of other individuals.

ANJULI: Yes. That’s why I love this example of the red tee shirt so much, because I thought I am now wearing my red Milumet-ness and all the qualities that I chose for this focus in the way of how you presented it in the group session. (Elias laughs)

Oh yes, Elias, and then I created such an interesting validation for that, because we had this soccer world championship or how that is called. Sometimes I love this sports game of two teams playing with each other because of the many people who watch and all the emotional reactions.

This time it was different than usual because the countries who were thought to become the winners were not winning and others who were thought to be not so good were good. I felt how these extremes of winning and losing were somehow not there. It was no longer such a duplicity extreme of good and bad. There was something playful about that and about how the countries who were participating and watching perceived this.

I also talked with the Elias List about that and we talked about competition and duplicity, and then after a while we thought we can see this competition and the performance of the sportsmen as a dance, and also we don’t have to fight duplicity. We can accept that and we always will have it in our dimension and we can perceive something like this competition in a different way.

ELIAS: Correct, for you are lessening the expression of comparison.

ANJULI: Yes, and this is then what we created, because the team of South Korea was winning unexpectedly all the time, and the South Korean people watching were all wearing red tee-shirts. Oh, Elias, I was close to crying because I was just so happy. This was such a powerful experience, and many other countries reported that they were just happy to participate and to be in this country and that it does not matter if they were winning and losing because they liked to experience the joy of those South Korean people and how they were expressing their emotions suddenly so openly and unitedly. And you know, South Korea was then losing because Germany was winning, but the South Koreans were not sad, they celebrated it.

ELIAS: And therefore you offer yourself an interesting example of validation. Ha ha!

ANJULI: Oh yes, I loved it so much! I wrote it to the Elias List, and I also wrote that in Germany on TV they said that during this game when South Korea was losing there were no winners and losers, and also they said when you watch those sportsmen it is like a dance they are doing. So suddenly they said on TV what we had said on the Elias List, that we can accept competition as something playful by accepting duplicity, and that we can perceive those sportsmen as doing some kind of a dance.

ELIAS: Yes, and therefore not expressing better or worse but rather appreciating the play.

ANJULI: Yes, and I saw how really the collective was going in that direction. It also happened when Germany was then losing this last game, but for the first time were celebrating it as if we were winning. So it was just a perception of joy about everything. Oh, Elias, and I love these experiences so much!

ELIAS: Ha ha ha ha! And now you begin to view how the experience and the movement of the individual is being reflected in the movement of the mass, and this is your evidence of this shift in consciousness.

ANJULI: Oh yes, Elias. And Elias, your concept that you gave in the group session about the red tee shirt got mirrored worldwide. (Elias laughs) When I wrote this to the Elias List Connor wrote back that he was crying when he read it. So it is something we all desire. We are just so happy when we create this evidence of how what we do here is rippling out.

ELIAS: And that the entirety of your world is participating in this shift in consciousness, not merely those that are interactive with myself. And I shall express to you, my friend, there are no accidents. Ha ha ha ha!

ANJULI: (Laughs) Yes! That was a great joy. One day after the last session I created this mass experience of joy for at least three countries, because Great Britain was celebrating the Golden Jubilee of their Queen, and Japan and South Korea were celebrating their winnings, and I always love to watch the joy of countries. Two were celebrating because of their soccer game and the other one because of their Queen, which I loved maybe due to my focuses in this country, but whatever the reason for the joy was, all the people in those countries were in joy, and I had the feeling that this was not only experienced by a few countries. I felt this joy in all of consciousness.

ELIAS: Yes, you are correct.

Now; this also is a validation and another evidence to you all, for you turn your attentions frequently in association with fear to expressions of prophecies and predictions in association with this shift in consciousness concerning destruction and mass trauma. But as I have stated from the onset of this forum, information is being offered to avoid trauma, for collectively you wish not to be expressing trauma in this shift. Although you do express trauma, you are also desirous of the lack of trauma and generating playfulness and joyfulness, and therefore you also are offering yourselves evidence that you may be choosing these types of expressions and you are not destined to be generating trauma or what you view to be devastation in order to accomplish this shift.

ANJULI: Yes. Has this something to do with probabilities and with the original intent of the Seers? Isn’t the original intent of the Seers something about probabilities?

ELIAS: In a manner of speaking, yes, recognizing that you do actually incorporate choice in the moment.

ANJULI: Yes. We got that also mirrored in Germany, because when the people suddenly celebrated that so much and did not perceive this as a losing, they said on TV that when we started with that game we thought Germany to be very bad and they will not play so unitedly or what, and then it happened differently. Then they were wondering why the play of the team was so united and why it was happening like that. They said that we in Germany, countries were viewing us as economically and in all other expressions as to be quite bad in comparison with other countries in Europe right now, and now we got it mirrored that when you have another perception how you can suddenly create what you want and be joyful, and they said how important it is for the people to just be joyful and to not discount themselves as a country and individually.

ELIAS: Correct, and therefore you incorporate mass evidence. Perception is an extremely powerful tool, and it is your choice how you move it. Ha ha ha ha!

ANJULI: Elias, I sometimes have these visions of what happened in South Korea and Germany or what, that we will have this experience worldwide, that we can generate that, a worldwide joy of all countries.

ELIAS: And you are quite correct.

ANJULI: Is that what South Korea is showing to the world, something about free expressing of emotions and of how you are, also because of the red tee-shirts and your concept of this but also because they say in Asia they do not express so freely? I thought that when they are collectively doing that, and all other countries are realizing that, it must have something to do with all of us and the freedom of how we express.


ANJULI: For me, those people in South and in North Korea also stand for our own separation beliefs, because North and South Korea still separate in a similar way as we were in West and East Germany. In one of the recent Olympic Games the sportsmen and women of North and South Korea were entering for the opening celebration of the games hand in hand.

ELIAS: Correct, which is another mass example of thinning the veils of separation and recognizing the interconnectedness of you all.

ANJULI: When South Korea had this soccer game with Turkey for the third and forth place – that was a few days after I had written that mail and we saw that this is a dance and it does not need to be a competition in the way of discounting the ones who are losing or what – so after that game, the sportsmen from Turkey and from South Korea were also leaving hand in hand, one from Turkey hand in hand with one from South Korea, and this all of the team members. Well, I was again close to crying because I thought this to be so beautiful.

ELIAS: (Chuckles) I am quite understanding.

ANJULI: During the celebration we had here in Germany, they reported that in Munich there were people wearing tee shirts from Turkey, from Brazil, from Germany, from Spain. So there were people from all of those countries wearing their specific tee shirts, and they were all celebrating together. They did not mind who was on what place in the soccer championship and who was winning or losing. They were all celebrating together. Ha, I could continue endless with these examples, Elias!

ELIAS: And view the difference in what you term to be a quite small time framework in what has been expressed in association with this particular game previously and what is being expressed now, which offers you yet again another validation in mass evidence of the movement of this shift, in shifting perceptions and actually altering mass reality. For this particular game within your previous history has generated quite a different mass expression.

ANJULI: Yes, of course, and then we saw in our discussion on the Elias List that we can change our perception, and then we got that mirrored back and we created this worldwide.

ELIAS: Correct. For this particular expression of game has previously generated what you may term to be fierce competition and tremendous separation.

ANJULI: I think my Argentine focus was a little bit participating in this old way of seeing it. Oh, Elias, I think he was just so upset when Argentina was losing. He was crying and he was smashing a glass into pieces. Is this correct?

ELIAS: Yes. (Both laugh)

ANJULI: Well, he knows what to create for himself. I think he will also use it in a playful way for to widen his awareness, I guess.

ELIAS: Ha ha ha ha! As do you all.

ANJULI: I tried to tell him well, you are running around in Germany and in the USA and everywhere, so you can have very, very different views on worldwide events. (Elias laughs) Did he get it a little bit?

ELIAS: Not objectively.

ANJULI: Ja, but subjectively.

And then, Elias, in the last session you expressed my essence name Miranda, and that was so beautiful, and I had as always a lot of subjective feelings together with your expression of that name also. Later I got a few more details of what I told myself about that.

Elias, when I asked for my essence name through a session of Giselle, I got my essence name spelled as Miranda with an “I.” My other current focus, Leslie, got hers as Myranda with a “Y” in her session, personally from you. So far we have seen this as extreme playful. I mean, the spelling of our essence name is for us not so important, and we just viewed that as very playful.

But in that moment when you said “Miranda” in the last session, there was a change in me, and I felt the desire that we use for the transcript of our sessions the spelling of the name that she had got in her session personally from you.

ELIAS: Correct.

Now; let me also express to you, as I have previously with other individuals, an essence name is a translation into language of a tone, and it is not precisely the entirety of the tone, but it also fluctuates.

Now; in this, the translation of this tone of Myranda is more consistently expressed in the spelling with the “Y.” At times it may fluctuate, and this shall alter the translation within your language, but this is infrequent. Therefore, you may associate in the actual physical spelling of this essence name that it is most consistently accurate in the spelling which I offered to the other focus.

ANJULI: Oh, Elias, I felt that. I knew it. It was not just a feeling in that moment, I knew it. It was a subjective knowing. I had a short talk with Bobbi about that, and then I had the feeling that I would like to get some objective validation for that in addition to the subjective impression.

I wrote a mail to my Leslie-focus and I knew how she is feeling, but I was looking for a validation. I created that when they said on TV that Paul McCartney was preparing for to marry his new wife in the Castle Leslie, and they played in the background the music “She Loves You, yeah, yeah, yeah.” (Both laugh) Oh Elias, I was bursting in joy, because Paul McCartney is a friend of George Harrison/Lawrence, the other focus of Vicki, and she was doing the transcribing after all. So the transcribing was in this imagery, and the Castle Leslie and this marriage, and the “yeah, yeah, yeah” was a message of our essence, and the “she loves you” a message from Leslie to me, and I was so happy in that moment, so happy. Wasn’t that great, Elias? (Elias laughs)

A few days later I was transcribing one of my sessions and I was typing a sentence. We had talked about other focuses in your dimension and how you experience that, and then I typed me saying, “This is the same as when you connect with Leslie and me and other focuses.” In the moment when I typed “Leslie,” my computer went online without me doing that and was by itself looking into my inbox for the mails, and there was the answer of Leslie about her feelings about our use of Myranda with the “Y” for the essence name.

ELIAS: (Laughs) Quite creative of you!

ANJULI: That was such a tremendous fun, Elias, of how our essences are always giving us information in the most playful way and so that we really realize when we get validations from our essences.

ELIAS: Yes, and also your recognition once again of the lack of separation between the objective and the subjective awarenesses, and the lack of separation of different focuses of attention of one essence. They are all you, and you are all of them. Ha ha ha! In this, in the recognition that it is all one, you also offer yourself examples of how you may generate expressions immediately and spontaneously without effort.

ANJULI: Oh yes, so also I thought it to be so interesting that this one imagery was about the friend of George Harrison/Lawrence, Paul McCartney, because I am sometimes now feeling not only the connection with the extraterrestrial focus of Lawrence, but it is an energy connection with a nonphysical essence aspect of Lawrence. Is this correct?


ANJULI: I felt that, for example, when I was transcribing something and I expressed in my sentence that I am doing that and that, and with that “I,” I was expressing from myself as essence. In that moment I felt this nonphysical essence aspect of Lawrence explaining to me how to then add for the readers of this session that I had meant “I as essence” with “I.” That was one example.

ELIAS: Yes, and you are allowing yourself this particular avenue of transcription to be, in your terms, connecting with Lawrence, and in this manner allowing for an openness in energy exchange and communication.

ANJULI: Yes. Elias, could it be that Lawrence is presented in my writings as the character of Triane?


ANJULI: I have asked you in the past if that energy of Triane is similar to of one of the essences I fragmented from, Lissa, and there is some similarity in the energy between Lawrence and Lissa. Is this correct?


ANJULI: Is this just an energy similarity, or has this also something to do with some fragmentation in whatever way?

ELIAS: Not necessarily associated with fragmentation, but similarity of energy expression, yes.

ANJULI: Yes, because whenever I connect with the essence of Lissa, I somehow have to think of extraterrestrials, and when I connect with Lawrence, I also think of extraterrestrials. (Both laugh) The extraterrestrial focus of Lawrence has not yet visited me. I think I was so busy with my other insights. (Elias laughs)

Elias, there is a difficult question which I wanted to ask you that I did not know how to ask. It is about my recognition that I am an energy expression like you, with the only difference that I have an objective awareness. I feel different in that than in the past, because my objective awareness feels like a hologram I create in the moment and because I also have the experience how I generate the past in the moment. So I do not feel like being born, but I do not know how to express that. I do not know how to put that in words. It feels very different than how I felt in the past.

ELIAS: I am understanding. You are allowing yourself to begin to genuinely view yourself or perceive yourself quite differently, once again with less separation and with a recognition of essence in different terms than what you are accustomed to or what is familiar to you within your physical dimension. The reason you incorporate difficulty in expressing within language what you are recognizing and experiencing is that this is an expression that to this point has objectively not been known in association with the design of this physical dimension. Are you understanding?


ELIAS: For as I have expressed previously, there are some expressions or some aspects of information that do not quite translate accurately within your physical dimension. This is not to say that they may not be incorporated in knowing within you, for they may, but you may also incorporate some difficulty or challenge in attempting to express explanation within the confines of your language. But this also is temporary, for within this shift in consciousness, as I have expressed to you that you are redefining terms, you are also expanding language, for your language does not incorporate enough terms to express what you are now beginning to incorporate as the remembrance.

ANJULI: Yes. So, Elias, this means that with this new awareness and with this new perception I have, I could for example create all kinds of past, sort of. I am like a writer. I am not writing a book, but my life is a book that I am writing.

ELIAS: Yes, and as in your actual physical writing of your book, what are you generating? New terms. You are creating new words, and in this you are creating new realities and generating descriptions of these new realities in expressing new words that you have imaginatively invented. In similar manner within your actual physical reality, you are redefining terms and incorporating new terms, for your reality is expanding.

ANJULI: Like the word “Alterversity” for what we have created.

ELIAS: Correct.

ANJULI: Some people report that they were dreaming of the Alterversity, like Ashrah and Leslie. They wrote that to me. Are people connecting in their dreams with that place and with that aspect of you that is there?


ANJULI: And so they get the information in that way?

ELIAS: Yes, and this also is an evidence of your interconnectedness.

ANJULI: When I wanted to fully shift to that place, to the Alterversity, I viewed me as an energy with a perception and an imagery that I create in that moment. So when I as energy connect with you and with the people who are already there at the Alterversity, also as energy, and I translate that as an objective imagery, then I am there?


ANJULI: What is then happening with my old imagery, for example my old imagery with my family? That would then continue for me subjectively and not as an objective imagery, and my parents in their reality can meanwhile translate their connection with me in whatever way they would like to do it.

ELIAS: Correct.

ANJULI: Okay, then I got that. Hah, Elias, in the time when the session was rescheduled I had so many troubles when thinking of how to ask you, and now I know how to ask you! (Elias laughs)

Oh Elias, and I would like to thank you so much for the joy that you gave to my friends, the Dreamteam, in the group session. They were so happy.

ELIAS: You are quite welcome – and you also participated.

ANJULI: Yes, we were all participating. We have today on my birthday of course a celebration, a party on our meadow.

ELIAS: Very well!

ANJULI: We connected with our other dimensional focuses in that fairy dimension. I think I will ask you about more details in another session, but for now I would like to start with Ricanna. She feels to be the Pegasus, the winged horse you mentioned in that session. Is this correct?


ANJULI: I had a general impression that people who connect with their focuses there are very exact in their connection. They incorporate a tremendous ease and know what they are. Is this correct?


ANJULI: The other question for Ricanna, is the third daughter of my Sisi focus, the Archduchess Valerie Marie of Austria, a focus of Ricanna?


ANJULI: Oh, Elias she will be so happy! Oh that is great, Elias. That’s great!

ELIAS: And as an expression of my acknowledgment of your “emergence-day,” I shall...

ANJULI: (Laughs) You are also invited to meet all of us on the island. I have created a party there for the Elias List and for all those who would like to participate and try to go there with a projection right now – later physically but for now with a projection – and this would be an imagery for our interconnectedness as essences.

ELIAS: Very well, I shall comply.

ANJULI: So could I say to the Dreamteam that the focuses they all felt – Roiann felt some focuses there, a witch and a yellow-green dragon – that they are correct in what they feel?


ANJULI: I would like to also say for Ahmed that he was so happy with your energy, with what you expressed to him. He was so happy with that.

ELIAS: And you may express to him my greetings.

ANJULI: He is connecting with Dunadin for to connect with and go to the Alterversity. He feels that this is a very easy and playful connection for him to go to that place. He wants to be there.

ELIAS: And so he may!


ELIAS: Very well, my friend.

ANJULI: I will ask all the other million questions in my next session or in-between the session in another way.

ELIAS: Very well, and I shall be interactive with you.

ANJULI: This has been great again, Elias.

ELIAS: I shall be anticipating our party.

ANJULI: Ah yes, yes, I will tell them. I will write to the Elias List.

ELIAS: (Laughs) Very well, my friend. I am acknowledging of you, and as always I offer to you my tremendous affection.

ANJULI: Yes, I love you very much, Elias.

ELIAS: I shall be anticipating our next meeting. To you in tremendous lovingness, my friend, au revoir.

ANJULI: Au revoir.

Elias departs at 10:56 AM.

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